Fucking over this!

It’s been a week and my mother is still acting like a psychotic bitch and I’m the one who is bad for not replying to her demands and abuse!

I feel like the crazy one-like I’m the one needing help!

Everyone keeps saying that mum needs help yet I don’t see anyone else stepping up to tell her or help her!

I’m expected to help the woman who ruined 15 years of my life and is still trying to ruin my life day by day!

I don’t want to deal with this; in still dealing with the shit from the last 22 years!

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This week has been a big fucking piece of shit.

My mother needs to have a mental evaluation because this woman is full on crazy!

She decided to not answer phones/facebook/emails etc and then wouldn’t answer me knocking on her doors and windows when I went around to check leaving me with no option other than to climb through a window.

She yelled at me and acted fucking dumb and pathetic like a little kid even pretending that it was still Sunday (instead of Tuesday) and then got pissed off at me for not buying her lemonade icy poles.


Matt and I drove 40 minutes to get her insulin and then she texted me today telling me to pick my stuff up from her house my next Saturday AND THEN texted me asking to buy her Indian for dinner on my way home. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK.

This is alll because my mother has been stalking my dad and his new girlfriend who are apparently engaged and she doesn’t like it BUT I’M the bad one for breaking in to make sure she was okay and for not buying her junk food.

My head is full of fuck. Can’t deal with it anymore. It’s just attention seeking and everyone knows it!

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Anonymous said: You CLEARLY have no sense of style. Rita Volk's dress was classic summer attire. Lace is so in right now! Everything about her outfit was on point. Even her hair (messy beach babe) and lipstick (nude) were on point! Her eye makeup wasn't overly done, they were enough to the point where her emerald green eyes popped! Here entire look was perfect, especially since it's summer.

CLEARLY you don’t; I manage a luxury fashion store and if YOU knew anything about have a ‘sense of style’, you’d know that Dolce and Gabbana are the only ones still doing lace as it is at least two seasons ago… This season is about floral and tropical prints in pastels and monochrome palettes.

You CLEARLY missed the “MY THOUGHTS” title so let me just remind you that it is MY OPINION on what they wore…

I said that lace was tricky to wear and if you look at Katie Steven’s who wore an absolutely gorgeous floor-length gown in a heavy white lace compared to the ill-shaped dress on Rita’s admirable figure. Rita did herself no favours wth wearing lace cuff’s and the sheer material at the base of the dress looks super tacky. It was too much showing as the lace dress was quite fine and delicate and showed too much. Had the dress not have been sheer at the hem and fine lace instead then I would have given her a few more points. Nude make-up in summer makes you look ill and pale-even just a light red would have been more fancy.

Here are a few other articles that list Rita as average or bad:




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MTV VMA Arrivals: My Thoughts number 2

So I posted my thoughts based off one article before and now I am just going through seeing randoms turn up:

Jeremy Scott: Butler X Banana. No. 2/10

Rocsi Diaz: Who even is this and why are these oldies insisting on wearing sparkles and glitter and everything that they shouldn’t be? 1/10

Cher Lloyd: I like the shape but it’s not red carpet worthy… 4/10

Gwen Stefani: Hot pink on a hot punk! I think the top could have been styled better but I am loving the black detailing and I think Gwen rocks whateverrrrr she chooses to wear! 7/10

Lorde: May the Lorde have mercy on you for that outfit. Too much and too…old… 3/10

Rita Volk: I have no idea who Rita is but I definitely wish she didn’t burn her face into my mind with that dress. Lace is tricky and too much of it can go wrong. This is wrong. 2/10

Beyonce: I’m in two minds about this; I feel like Bey always has similar make-up and hair so I get bored but this dress is so unusual and suits her GORGEOUS figure. 8/10

Usher: Perfect. Simple, masculine but stylish! 10/10

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Photographer Lassi Rautiainen recently captured the profound partnership between a she-wolf and a brown bear in the wilds of northern Finland. For days, he witnessed the strange pair meet every evening to share food after a hard day of hunting. No one knows when or how this relationship was formed, “but it is certain that by now each of them needs the other.” - Source


“A little bit of Monica in my life,A little bit of Erica by my side,A little bit of Rita is all I need,A little bit of Tina is what I see,A little bit of Sandra in the sun,A little bit of Mary all night long,A little bit of Jessica, here I am…”

If you don’t know this reference, you’re definitely too young for me. 


16 year old t.A.T.u. girls party with strippers

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MTV VMA Arrivals: My Thoughts

Based on this article.

Katy Perry: How can you not love this? It’s a tribute to the best pop couple EVER?  Not loving the fringe though… 10/10 (simply for tribute factor)

Jennifer Lopez: Nope.  1/10

Demi Lovato: Love the red dress and overall love the look but not loving your ta-ta’s being in two different post-codes. I like Demi but this could have been pulled off better. 7/10

Kim Kardashian: I thought my living room rug was missing… Would also have liked to see less boobage-we can already spot you a mile away… 4/10

Kendall Jenner: Love this! Showing off her long leg’s in those tailored pants with that gorgeous mesh top! Simple, chic and comfy! 9/10

Kylie Jenner: Had you not been busy crashing cars, you might have been able to actually get a dress sewn-not just thrown around you… 5/10

Rita Ora: The dress was perfect; eye-catching, sexy and classic yet pulling your hair back was a blunder-needing a little more hair to not make you look so broad. Not loving this one! 7/10

Chloe Grace Moretz: Average. Like the pants. Darling, you’re at the VMA’s, not a bloody christmas parade! 5/10

Kelly Rowland: SO MUCH YES! Perfect colour, perfect shape and style dress! Love how confident and glowing she is! 100/10.

Michelle Williams: Love the contrast of the pattern on the dress and it’s a great, flattering choice on the ‘other’ Child. 9/10

Chanel Iman: WOW! Whoever dislikes this is crazy! This is an AMAZINGLY flattering and gorgeous dress! Definitely don’t think it was comfy though. 10/10

Miley Cyrus: Loving the more classy and covered outfit coming from my fav. It’s a little bit casual but Miley is confident, comfy and still as gorgeous as ever! 9/10

Julianne Hough: Nothing amazing but still a nice shape and a ‘safe’ choice. 7/10

Ed Sheeran: Comfy, stylish and cool. Love it! 9/10

Nicki Minaj: I think this is something that will grow on me (just like your music has) but it’s missing something; maybe hair or make-up? 7/10

Taylor Swift: Is anyone missing their toddlers jumpsuit? This was a choice should should never, ever, EVER have been chosen… 3/10

Iggy Azalea: There is something so very Donatella Versace about this and it’s such a flattering choice for her figure. So very classy and elegant with a touch of her unique style and attitude. 9/10

Nina Dobrev: Nothing WOW but not terrible. Loving the pony and colours but not loving that clutch. 8/10

Sam Smith: A man in a suit is never unattractive. Well maybe sometimes but definitely not tonight! 10/10

Jordin Sparks: 10/10! Ooozing confidence and looking divine in her gorgeous white deep-neckline! This is PERFECT!

Solange: That hair! Amazing! A touch of retro with an uber-glam pantsuit! YES! 9/10

Laverne Cox: Did JLo lend you her stylist? Nope. 2/10

Amber Rose and Wiz Khalifa: Wiz actually looks so handsome and smart in his shirt and pants (let’s just take away the print on the front although I think it’s a super awesome print) and Amber is channeling a chandelier! WIZ: 9/10 AMBER: 1/10

Jessie J: Greek Godess! Love this simple and beautiful dress! 9/10

Sarah Hyland: Is that suede? Not a bad style but not sure on the overall look… 5?/10

Jourdan Dunn: I really love this simple look. Very flattering and stylish! 9/10

Victoria Justice: YES! That skirt is amazing! Such a unique piece and so freaking classy! Probably one of my favourites! 10/10!

Ariana Grande: 

Lucy Hale: A bit punk, a bit chic and a lot perfect! 9/10.

Ali Fedotowsky: Statement necklace and keeping it simple with everything else-love it! 8/10

Kesha: Old Hollywood glam in this-just with more pastel! I love this and it’s definitely perfect for this amazing lady!

Charli XCX: Only Charli could pull this off and I think she ROCKS it! 8/10.

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Yes, we will.
I don’t miss him anymore. Most of the time, anyway. I want to. I wish I could but unfortunately, it’s true: time does heal. It will do so whether you like it or not, and there’s nothing anyone can do about it. If you’re not careful, time will take away everything that ever hurt you, everything you have lost, and replace it with knowledge. Time is a machine: it will convert your pain into experience… It will force you to move on and you will not have a choice in the matter. Charles Yu, How to Live Safely in a Science Fictional Universe (via itscherryamber)

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